Tales of A Brown Man

         In a turn of events I'm genuinely surprised by, I am making another post as a follow up to my last one. I tried posting a gif here but apparently there's some error which is stopping it from posting properly. Here's an alternative to convey what I was hoping to do with a gif.  le gasp . (Edit: As in many things, refreshing the page fixed the issue! See gif below)          I am not into day 3 of my adventures in learning how to code. I'm approaching this by doing one lesson a day. That way (hopefully), I can make sure I don't feel too overburdened and drop it. I found the beginner HTML lessons fun! The basic structures were introduced by slowly building and modifying a webpage on brown bears. Learning a new element, and then applying it to the page I was building was great. It allowed me to see the impact of each new element and gave me a tangible depiction of my new knowledge. Maybe when I feel a little bit more comfy,...

          Hi. Hello. It's been many moons. I'm having a bit of a time with my creative energy pulling me in all sorts of directions. As the years have passed, I've started to wonder if that ebb and flow is a result of depression, anxiety, ADHD, or some combination of those and more. I digress, Madhav brain go brrrrrr. I'm coming back to this abandoned spot on the interwebs to have some kind of documentation for my stream of consciousness. So fully expect stream of consciousness here, and maybe not so much in the way of coherence.            In an effort to stave off some of the feelings of inadequacy I have (I know cognitively I am an accomplished human who tries and continues to learn, but Imposter Syndrome and societal expectations are real, evil things), I have decided I want to learn how to code. Maybe someday I can use it in my professional life, maybe it will make me feel smart, maybe it'll help me become Batman. ...